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Seeing kdrama Cheese in the trap
Reminds me of my poly life...doing projects forming team...freeloader that leech frm other teammates...classmates squabble...bgr within our class...
Exams..test...walking ard in campus..joing friend who have diff class wif u fr lunch...
Rly makes me realise..ah...so even in korea a totally diff n far country..
Uni students are living doing the same thing as me...
And most importantly is yoo jung and seol they are majoring in busines management...
Which is same as my major in uni now...
So seeing them attending lectures all tat...
Makes me feel like i am in the drama as well...
Will sch life be mre enjoyable if i am in seol shoes?
She is similar to me in some aspects..
Had few friends only 2 in uni...always cautious ard new ppl..
Yet she is poor hardworking n smart.
And she look average...bt suddenly yoojung senior appear in her life follow by in ho...
Would i become happier if my quiet calm uni life becone lky hers?
Would i enjoy studying mre?
Argh....wpuld i enjoy coming to sch mre?
If only someone can hlp me...
Feel my life is so boring..aimless...and i am worthless...
Exams are coming shld i work hard?
Bt work hard oso fail then whats nex?
Work? For what?
Earning money? Surviving then?
Why bother to? When i find life is so boring to me. Why bother maintaining relationships when i dun even feel like it.
So tiring everyday. I only jus enjoy my time when i am in front of my com n watching vids. Other than that..nth in my daily life gives me any happiness.
Rly as what yoo jung say...like it dislike it? No it jus makes no difference to me..evrything
I am strange one here? No...it is jus tat i am different frm all of you here.