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Sometimes i feel that i am someone who overthink things..
Like stressing over a small matter fr a few hrs...
Fr me...i feel like it is bugging me..
And i cant do anything else before i get this prob solved..
So i will be sitting ther few hrs thinking n doing hard...
Bt these particular matter seems to others as a rly microbic matter only in the end...
I am nt offended or hurt by such remarks..
Bt i actually feel like a fool..like wat the hell am i doing over the past few hrs sia..kind of feeling...
Bt i guess thats jus part of a flaw of me that i had to accept also TT
Also feel restless this 2wks..
Dk is hazy weather or wat...
Like keep feeling tired n slpy everyday...
Do everything oso no enthusiasm..this even ncludes using computer n watch dramas...
I rly jus watch 1 ep then no mood liao..
Cant seem to concentrate at all..then i will jus lie on bed...
Though i hav nt fallen sick so far yet in this hazy weather...i rly hope this haze season will stop soon..
Or wind direction pls change n blow the haze eslewher pls...
Also also...i am bz dieting this few wks
Bt things arent gg smoothly at all...
Sun my bro treat us to mok lum canto restaurant..
I alr told myslef dun eat dun eat till full...
Bt still went hm full stomach..
Then this morning i find myself weighing 0.2kg mre than ytd morning...weight is jus so hard to lose...
Stupid lower body of mine is so fat...看到都气
死胖子!!