Ah~ah~~

I finally told my mum abt the ordeals i went through on 31mar
All the unlucky things that happen to me n foo..
Normally i wouldnt share much abt my troubles or unhappiness..but i jus said it out to her ahahahaha..
Though relating to her doesnt hlp anything..
But sometimes it is gd to say out things in your heart to at least 1 person..
Though I still have many events that I haven said it out to my fam or to anyone..
Some things is jus too painful to even think abt it once agn..let alone saying it out..
So pls forgiv me to contd keep them in my heart deeply... so deeply that it will nv come out n see the light ever agn..
Give me some mre time to open myself out..I am trying...
But sometimes i would think is it only me the only one who still rmb the episode that happen even after ao many yrs?
Is it only me the pathetic one who is still holding on to this matter?

Anyway..tdy i totally didnt expect i would talk to my mum fr 4hrs straight..talk abt serious things..
As i thought that sometimes i shld tell n share wif at least 1 fam member so that they will understand me..and wat i am thinking..n wat i had been through..though they had nv seen me crying at all..
I dun wan one day that I suddenly leave this world with them not knowing a single thing...and not even understanding my actions n thinking...

Anywayyy~~on a brighter side...how does it feel when a celebrity's friend follows u on sns..? Ahahah..
The feeling is totally daebakk kind rite? Ahaha
Shall nt get too wordy here...
Shall update as often as i can..
Simce it is gonna be hard..cos exams coming in may..
But i will still contd updating my blog..ahah
I will nt abandon you! :)