Lights.

Brief update of this past few days..

was caught by surprise when I went tpy n saw this lights on sun..

cos didn't rly expected such deco in a neighbourhood area so I rly think it is pretty!

ahahah..

semb when will hav hah? nex Christmas?

lol.

 bt my fam n friends all say this is normal n not pretty..

bt I dk ley..

think I have a thing fr blue n white colour..

since it is the colour of the skies that I love so much ahahaha

 

 me n my dad

Recently I kept listening to this song..

initially cried whenever this song played in my ears..n while me listening to the lyrics..

dk why tears jus kip falling n in my head is all abt luhan n exo..

~

However ytd..I saw an interview wif luhan on sina..

it was a rly indepth n honest interview ans he gave..

And I seem to understand the real reasons of him leaving...

Like he is rly nt suit to contd be in exo...manyfactors..

even if he doesn't leave now n persevere afew mre mths or yr..

He will still leave in the end so why not leave now.

It will be good fr him n fr EXO n EXOLs..

though the pain we feel now is strong.. bt it is short...

then if luhan left nex yr or whatever.

Though exo n them may drift apart bt actually thinking abt it..even family member drift apart n leave ea other..friends of course will oso leave us one day..

and in the end what are left is jus us and memories.

So this is natural.

So I am not allowing myself to be depressed over this issue anymre.

Time to let go as luhan says.