Smiling.

 We maybe smiling..but our hearts are crying..

But smiling gives us strength even if it just give us a little strength.

As long as we try to face everyday with a smile bravely..

We can do it isn't it?

Reality is often harsh. But we can try to fight against reality.

 In hospital ytd..

though it is not my dad.

But it didn't feel like other people's business to me.

Though I am free thinker n didn't have any religion..

I will pray every single night fr him.

That's the least I could do for now.

Please just let everything be back to normal.

Please allow us to wake up from this bad dream.

 Please just get over everything n take back all negative thoughts you said.

Actually I became a crybaby as I grow older...

I used to never cry more than five times per year in all the yrs I lived and everything jus changes once I grad from secondary school.

I think I cry 5times per month as I grow older..

Rly hate myself fr it..

Cos I knew crying wouldn't help in anything.

I tried be a strong heart nowadays..

But I am apologetic to a friend of mine whose is going through hardtimes these days..

Cos my tears jus came bursting out before I knew it.

I know I shouldn't cry n should act funny as usual when I am wif her to cheer her up..

But I jus cant seem to do a good job in it.

I jus couldn't accept why such awful things jus need to happen to her..so suddenly too..

Rly feel so sorry n worry fr her now.

Please stay strong n pray for everything to turn out fine.