15July14

I am rly nervous tday...
Cant seem to slp the whole nite..
Wanted to rly find someone to talk to..
But I know to them is only a small matter..
And will think why am I feeling nervous fr such a trivial thing..
So I resist the urge to share wif someone my feeling..
Neither could I talk abt my feelings wif my family..
Dunno why..bt it is jus hard to open my mouth...frm young till now I am oso like tat...
1h 40min left then my uni SSCE commerces..bt as this is my first time doin it n goin through it..
I am rly nervous scared I do it wrongly n will affect me fr the whole yr..
On the other side I feel that I rly rly sucks..Why am I actually feeling this way on such a trivial thing..
Wish me luck...okay? :)